Almighty Crime

Boys are put in this world so they can hurt girls. Boys are put in this world so they can learn just as girls learn, through trial and error. I go through stages where i hate boys and they're the worst things in this world but then i go back to boys, and not in the creep " i depend on boys attention to feel good" way. Just that i get sick of girls and all the fucking drama that surrounds them and boys are so chill.
I have a boy best friend, and a girl best friend. My girl best friend can go days without seeing me and then we catch up and its like nothing ever got put between us. I have gotten annoyed with her, yelled at her, but then also cried with her. I cried through everything with her. From heartbreak with boys to getting cuticle warts cut out of my fingers. Everything survived with this girl and this is probably the only girl i will ever be able to stand, not even my mom.
Now my guy best friend... that's the thing. Its like we are best friends one minute and then a cute couple the next. He sends mixed signals my way 24/7 and idk what to do about it. He is gorgeous and cute and flirty and fun but then also he is a complete ass and cares about no one at times. Everyone always asks us if we are dating because we post pictures together but honestly i don't think i would want to date him right now,
I just got my heart shattered by, what i thought, was the love of my life. I'm not ready to jump right back into that boat... and probably not for a while.
That's another thing, don't get in relationships when it is physically impossible for you to be monogamous.

Girls do not want to share you. No matter how many times they tell you its okay to have that best friend that's a girl, ITS NOT. please, please, please take my word for it if you are reading this.
Its not worth it to go 15 months perfectly happy just to find out the other partner cheated on you and had lied about it the entire time and faked everything from then on with you.

I guess this world is all fucked up. In a way, everyone fucks up. It just depends on HOW you fuck up.
Don't hurt a girl that is going to remain in your past because eventually, she will be someones future and you will fuck with her head so much that maybe she wont be able to love the person she was supposed to be with. And that is the almighty crime of this world.
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